BACK FROM HELL~~~
I'm Back, peeps... Finally... haha~ I didn't have time to blog last mth because i was busily mugging for my exams. Many things happened recently.. N i'm getting busier n busier each day... i guess i should update all of you on what had happened the whole nov till now(18/12/06).
Firstly, my exams... Hmm.. I guess i was really down on my luck during my mugging period. I wonder if i was too stressed up then... I landed myself in hospital because i was too ill. The doctor said that i had food poisoning. I was like 'WTH! Thanks ah... In the midst of my mugging, i have to be hospitalised'. But it was real bad. I had to take drips... I nv realised i was so sick until that very nite, suffering from anaemia and the Goddamn food poisoning. i still remembered the date (24/11/06)!! I'll nv forget that nite. My stupid doctor had trouble searching for my vein to place the needle in the right place. She tried inserting the D*** needle into my vein at three different places before she cld locate a right one. I was like 'WTF!! What does she take me for?? Am i a guinea pig for experiment???' I almost wanted to cry when she tried poking me with the needle.. SO heartless and SO careless... I was a patient, for God's sake!! She seemed so inexperienced!!! Adding on their carelessness, they placed me on the observation ward for 6hrs before allowing me to return hm!!! Damn inefficient when it comes to services.. I can nv forget the whole incident... Bad MEMORY!!!
Mugging in school library for the whole night
Anyway, i think i did quite badly for my exams... I didn't perform well enough i guess, but my results proved me otherwise.. hee~ All thanks to the person who illegally released the link to us.. haha~ if nt, i wouldn't have the chance to view my results beforehand. However, some claimed that the results are yet to be moderated which caused me to be afraid of the moderation now!! If there is one, there will be the difference to my grades.. I don't want that to happen.. Never, please... If not, my only A that i have got during my Varsity life(at the moment) may be gone.. Please, dear God.. Don't be unkind to me.. I will start to pray from now on... Haha~
Oh yup.. I forgot to update you guys on my relationship with my ex-boyfriend. Hmm.. Currently, i have decided to drag for more time to think through the issue.. It's my one and only soultion to this problem. Yes, all of you may consider me as a selfish and fickle-minded lass, but i can't help it. I have to think about the matter very clearly and thoroughly so that i will ruin his and my friendship. I don't wish to have another episode of him hurting me.. Neither do i wish to see myself breaking his heart into pieces again. SO i gather that the most appropriate way is to ask for more time allowances to consider the relationship in a more holistic way before i give him my reply. (shan't dwell on relationship anymore.. i'm moving on to another topic..)
Another slight update to all of you angels.. I have been very busy lately, as mentioned earlier.. I have been out almost every day of the week. Giving tuitions, holding Social Work Society meetings in school and conducting prison and CNB interviews have been my routine now. I am so busy that i think 24 hrs is simply ain't enough for me anymore. I hardly have time to have a good rest because i'm just too stressed out by my workload.. I wonder how it would be when school reopens. I gather that i may have less time to meet up with my angels... Sigh~ But i promise people, i will get back to all of you when i have time. I would love to have catching up sessions with all of you... Just give me time k, my sweeties?? hee~
Oh yup, If Angel Vonnie gets to read this post, i hope you are no longer angry with us okay? i know you are pissed off that we are having trouble finding a day for you, especially when you are gonna leave for SEP(HK). I'm so sorry about that, babe... Please forgive me and the rest, will you? We didn't mean to anger or upset you. It's just that all of us have been busy lately. I'm sure the rest and i would love to have one farewell outing with you, sweetie. We will definitely miss the Happy moments that all of us share, when you are in HK. We will miss you~ muackz~ Smile, k? You will not be forgotten!!! You can have my word, babe! Remember that you are always our precious angel....
I think it's kinda late already... It's 4.35 am in the morning and i guess i have to turn in soon.. Gotta be awake by 7.45am in the morning to get to Bedok Police HQ to conduct my CNB interview. Wish me luck people~ i hope i will not get lost in Bedok, an unfamiliar place in SG. (In case you don't know abt me, i live in the North all my life.. Hardly been to the East of SG.) haha~~~