Back to my topic of the day, work... Yes, it has definitely made me a dull girl n i'm very sad about it. I have so many things to juggle-- Deadlines of my school assignments to be met, CNB interviews, relationships with my family members n my bf and of coz, my Social Work Society!! Somehow, i'm beginning to feel the suffocation and i think it will soon be so stressful for me that i'll be totally burned out. Sigh~ N the most important thing that is stressing me out is my examinations. Argh~~ i have not started on my revision because of my other committments. I guess my solution to my problem is prioritising my workload which i have failed to do so. I cherish the work that i'm doing now because it provides me the sense of satistfaction n i really like what i'm doing. Somehow, everything seems so important to me n i simply can't get myself detached from one to get started on another.

Oh yeah... Another thing which has been bothering n distracting me from my studies is my relationship. I have a bf who has broke up with me some time back n recently returned to request for a patch. I have accepted him but somehow, i'm no longer ready like i was before, to place my trust in him. I don't know what is holding me back. Have i lost my faith in him, i wonder? I have been thinking about it lately whether i shld reconsider my decision of accepting my bf back into my life. I fear loss n i absolutely hate it. I don't wish to return to the same state where i have cried for days due to the breakup.

What should i do??? Argh~ Vexed~ Frustrated~ I need help again!!!