I finally make my stand to my boyfriend today. I told him that i needed more time to think about the relationship because it's nt working out well at the moment. Sigh~ I am SINGLE BUT UNAVAILABLE... haha~

I didn't like the way he talked to me yesterday. I dislike guys who always pretend to be the love-sick puppy, giving you the kind of look as if they will die the next instant when u fail to give them what they want(attention..). I hate it when he set his personal msg on MSN with 'Treasuring the love ones...' Somehow, the phrase seems so hypocritical to me after he broke up with me. I hate pretentious human beings and i am absoultely disgusted by their conceited behavior. Why do people have to put on masks to hide their true identity/self to friends, family members n their beloved? In my case, my boyfriend did the exact thing which i mentioned earlier. He hid his true self from me n he had his accumulation of esteem problems which caused him to blow his top at me n finally, signalled the end of us.

Qns: 1)Why are human beings so contradicting? 2)Why do they have regrets? 3)Shouldn't people try their best on their duties n not allow regrets to occur? 4)To my bf, why do you want to reconcile when you know that there is only a slim chance of me entrusting myself to you again?

Answer me pple... haha~ if u have any answers to the questions, please drop a reply to scylus@hotmail.com. I will be more than willing to hear your replies... Thanks.

To my Bf, i have to tell you that im really deeply hurt by your actions. I guess somehow it's a little too late to turn back time. But i still wish to hear you explaining yourself, at least allow me to know you better as a friend now.

Take care sweeties~ Many hugs~ Muackz~